Where is that bloody peace?

When did I start searching for 'peace'? Yes, it was a long time ago. I was convinced that nothing good can come of me. Everything went in the wrong way. Even everybody went in the wrong way. I could not answer a single question in the examination. If it was because I did not study, I can understand. But I had studied well and I knew every chapter and I had done my homework well.

When everybody could do well why did I fail?